Wow. You guysss. Sorry for another delay in posting, but I received so many incredibly inspiring emails after my last post and I found it so important to personally respond to each of you. I didn't know how to begin to thank you for your beautiful words, but I certainly tried! And don't worry, I am not going to jump off my roof... not like my new apartment building even has an accessible roof, but anyway... Your emails were so uplifting and... hysterical. I wish we could all go to a Physique 57 class and get fro yo at 16 handles after. How's your Thursday looking? bahahah!
So the breakup process has been super challenging, but also rewarding. There is certainly something to be said for the time in your life when you lose everything. I had to find a new apartment, a new gym, a new $20 mani/pedi place (yes, it exists in NYC), a new favorite... well, everything. All of which, has felt empowering. Scary yes, but also exciting. The only thing that feels truly irreplaceable is my best friend. Every 14 minutes when I go to text him my most random thought, I'm like wait, I can't :( and trust me... NO ONE else is going to think it's cute when I bombard them with a million text in a row mid Monday Morning. But, I do feel that I have grown up tremendously in the past two months. I mean, there has not been a single trip to Barney's (well I went once, but I didn't buy anything) nor has there been a "girls night" to celebrate my single status and I didn't cut bangs or anything insane like that. Sure, I've been listening to Taylor Swift and crying into my Pinot Grigio, but I am human. And as much as I work on myself, he's still the person I want to tell when something funny happens. And when I think of what I miss the most, it's just sitting next to him with the TV on. And wow... single people go out A LOT. My friends were asking me to go out on Saturday and I was like, uhm didn't we just do that last night?!
Anyway, I am training myself to see the good in everything and always be grateful. So, I wanted to say THANK YOU for all of the love and biggest hug ever from me for the sweetest support. And below, I included some of the quotes you sent me in your emails. I, LIKE, LOVE YOU GUYS. xxB
